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The
following chapter is from the new book The
Twelve Steps to Heaven by Jayne Chilkes
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It
describes some of the channellings that Jayne had with Dr. Kruger
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through
the writer and channel, Pamela Constantine.
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DR
KRUGER
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Dr
Kruger always has an Austrian accent, and stands erect
and shakes your hand. He gradually made himself at home with
Pam and sat on the couch talking to me through her, like a normal
friend. It became so easy and light hearted. It was
never quite right without talking to him once a week.
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October
1997
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Well,
well, well it is one of those days when you are finding all things
are changing, so watch out because many more little turnings are
going to happen. Do not try to plan too quickly. Go
with the flow and you will arrive where you are meant to be.
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You
will see things in a new light and you will want to express things
in a new light. This is wunderbar. This is progress.
It is achievement When you step into your natural way
of expressing, ya, you feel stronger. This is where you are
arriving. So as you arrive you find you are establishing and
feeling much more comfortable and also you find that people you
had not expected, begin to appreciate you for what you are. Everybody
deserves recognition for what they are and what they can do. When
this is denied it is sometimes quite touching how they feel when
a little praise that is very just and deserved comes to them. It
is very touching. So we are touched ya.
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..The
most satisfactory thing is the giving birth, the giving into expression.
This creative act is what you are here for. What is
done with it is no concern to us. It is not whether you in
the world succeed or do not get noticed at present, it is what you
actually do. Because it is taking you forward and out of this
comes much more. You do not have to suppose that there will
be no recognition. I am merely saying that in the spiritual
world we are only concerned that you fulfill your creative self
expression because this awakes you to us and then you are very very
potent in your energies. This is very important.
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Just
think of what is happening to a whole race, oh to go through this
conscious transition. Ya. So this is the biggest event you
can imagine, so all help is needed on your earth and from us and
so this is why the perspective is as it is. If you were born
in the what you call nineteenth century then I would speak differently
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Jayne:
That`s
when you were around
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Ah
huh, some of it ya. I learnt little boy things but when I
grew up my world was not very different. Yours is changing
rapidly. You have this unique opportunity to be part of the
saving spirit of the race. It is a magnificent opportunity
greater than at this time than art. But through art you can
help. Do you see my meaning? There is all this at stake
at this time that was never so in mine. That is why the outcome
is less important than the act. Being you and waking up is
what your world needs. But you also need to be fully creative
to wake up.
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Jayne:
So did we choose to come at this time?
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Ya,
very much so. You were chosen and you chose. You wanted
to live at this special significant juncture in humanity`s development
and you were asked and you also wished. So they said ya you
have the capabilities to go, you do this. You said I would
like to and so it was agreed. You are doing what you came
to do, ya. And you will do. We watch over you, and you
get the little glimpses without interfering with your own development...
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Jayne:
So, have I known you before then?
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Ya,
in Italy. 1500 I believe and we were working with the Medici
family. There was a link. I was an artist then, ya artist
before I was a doctor. So you see many sides to natures. I
was young, and healthy and happy. Then I had a damage to my
leg and that changed my whole nature. Then when I come back
as doctor I climb the mountain, I fall down and there goes the leg
again. So I had to learn not to be hurt or upset but to see
for a new way forward.
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When
I came to this side I found my soul but people now have more chance
to do this while they are on the earth. To resolve the problems
and that is how I am happy a happy man. I have no what you
call baggage. I am able to be free of my self and I am relaxed
and enjoy my work and all the peoples that I can come to with my
assistance. It is a lovely life and I only hope that when
you return to us, you will want to spend part of your time with
us in this area of reaching to the people still in their self darkness....
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You
will come back in a different way that is not what you call incarnation
but rather appearance, ya. Ya you look at this little idea
of mine. You have a little think. It is very important.
You might not have to be born of an earthly parent again on
the earth working. It is very exciting ya, and it does not
waste time. You come fully conscious of what you do and you
do not lose your light. So you have a great satisfaction of
keeping your true stature and serving in a way that others accept.
So excitement for your future...
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During
one session Dr. Kruger bent over the tape recorder to turn the tape
on as if he was very real and could see:
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December
1997
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..this
still puzzles me a little, because I don`t have my eyes fully open
but I am getting to learn.
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Jayne: So
when you are here can you actually see me?
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When
I open these eyes. I don`t often think its important really.
You know some people find it more difficult if I give them
an eye to eye contact as you say, and so I keep them closed mostly.
I think this is probably more beneficial after all. I
wanted to demonstrate that it is done if wished and we can do it,
and we can be very, very much as you are.
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It
is very true, not only are there God self souls working on your
earth incognito but also people like myself, who step in and look
about and go off again without people knowing. It is not such
an intrusion as it sounds. It is something agreed with the
soul`s concerned before they come here. So we are getting
a lot of information but it is not the same as staying within some
form for a matter of say a quarter of an hour and getting the experience
again of what it is like to be seemingly stationed on your earth.
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And
I have learnt a lot through that. And than I start with you,
ya. And I stay a little longer now with the healing and I
am learning with that too. It is very helpful and I am most
grateful....
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I
was growing used to Dr. Kruger being close with me as I gave healing.
He like the others carefully monitored my reactions so as not to
push me too quickly. I was learning to accept him and them
all and I was feeling very sensitive about it. It was so exciting
and mysterious that I would be able to allow them to talk through
me.
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January
1998
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Well,
well you were waiting. I come to you today very close to how
I was in my old Austria and I feel very comfortable with you. I
feel harmony in our natures and also I think you will be getting
to know me all over again because as we come close it is as if you
have seen and known and known us at a distance. You pick out
certain characteristics and you say "I think I like that", and I
come a bit closer and say "no, not quite like that." Now that
I come very close indeed perhaps I am not like that at all. I
am very what you call humourous. I am a happy man. I
am also a private gentleman and that has not come over. I
like to work with small number of people because I feel we can work
in depth. I feel very much you walk out into the crowds and
do these things but it is only for a time.
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Then
you are amongst a crowd of gentle people like yourself, working
with your most natural manner with all the colours, you will find
a new confidence. You will find your reality to yourself.
Now that is a very true statement. I learnt this as
a surgeon. I was suddenly recognised for my gifts and
this crowned my life with happiness. I became a naturally
courageous man. However, do not get too confident. That
is how I fell down the mountain, ya...
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Today
I have with me the Lady Nightingale, ya. She is around one
of your people and she is a very loving entity. She also wishes
to branch out more not just as a healing being but also she had
a gift she wishes to share. The lady she is working with will
find out. I keep it a secret...
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Dr.
Kruger was easily sensed. Before he spoke up I would smile
knowingly and giggle inside. This is how I got used to him and eventually
allowed him (with a little persuasion on his part) to speak through
me to other clients of mine.
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July
1998
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Ya,
I`m walking about this morning, ha ha. I want to come closer
still. It is very true that you are beginning to grasp that
by our voices and by our names we will become substantial to you.
You will say there you are! Ya, ya. That`s why
the excitement. You are coming to it.
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Jayne: I
almost saw you - I could see a shadow.
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Ya,
we know you did. I am very excited. I put on my best
bib and tucker today. Yes well, she just might. So I
shine my shoes, put on clean trousers, and they have a good sharp
crease and a tuck with my new white jacket for the occasion. So
you will see. You will see. Ya it is exciting ya. So
I say good morning, good morning. I took you by surprise at
first.
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Jayne: Yes
you did.
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That`s
fair. So this is very good. I get very comfortable when
I sit here. I don`t want to leave. I get to remember
our cushions in our old home with my daughter. We had a very
comfortable home and I was very fortunate. And I just remember
this. Some of these things you carry with you, you know, because
they were pleasant. They were good... So you have some
questions ya?
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Jayne: Yes,
I would like to know how to empty out my subconscious mind.
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Well,
we tip it down the drain, ya! I did teach Lady Pam to go to
the sink and look down and see it all disappearing. So some
visualisation that is physically real will be a great help. All
the same it is not for very much longer. No, you are going
forward at such a pace that you do not have to worry too much.
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Jayne: Is
that why it is all coming out really?
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Part
of the cleansing, ya. It is all going on in your world as
you have only to look about to see. Everybody is going through
the cleansing. The violet ray being transformative has this
effect. It transmutes, it changes, it consumes what
is not needed. So you can activate it, you can call it up
and try it this way. But you know you have part of that very
same essence of that flame within you so you draw on this when you
are using your techniques, your different ways and whatever suits
you best is right. Whatever has a good effect on the subconscious.
Each of you is so different that I would say check it out,
try different ways and the subconscious sits up and takes notice,
that`s the one. Ya. But also you could do probably as
much good by looking away and saying oh well, it came, it went,
soon I will be gone and it cannot touch me.
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Jayne: I`d
rather look away to be honest - it`s too much hard work!
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Ya,
ya this is what you all will come to by just letting go. Letting
it go to the past and knowing you are not that person it happened
to. You are the emerging Christos, each one of you and so
it does not have any relationship with you any more.
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Jayne: But
it`s true, as you said, we become more sensitive.
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Ya
of course. You are sensitised because you are souls. Souls
are very emotion. They are intelligent emotion of God and
that means you have to use the emotions in accordance with that
knowledge that you love indiscriminatingly. You may not like
what a person does but you can still like them. So that this
isn`t quite so hard as it might once have seemed. And you
can go forward not worrying about your own reactions too. Ya
this is true.
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You
have trained yourself inwardly. You have done all you have
needed to come to us. There is little time left and you do
not have to bother any more.
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You
have formed all right inwardly. So we see this and we say
ah! You have a shape and we can see you. Now you can
come home, ya. You will come home. So none of this
will apply. Isn`t this wunderbar!
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It
means shutting down all my clinics because everybody will come alive
and awake and then have no more problems! So I`ll be out of
a job, so I`m climbing into my philosophic mode. Ya,
I am joking. There will always be those who need our help.
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You
can choose whether you do this or whether you do that when you come
home. There are millions more of us here than on your earth
you know. So there are plenty of choices and plenty of work
where once you stood, if so needed.
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You
have many inspirers, you know, you personally, and this is where
your destiny lies. With them. The artists are the leaders.
In their own way they bring in the new ideas. They bring to
the surface the good ideas. That is what is needed. Ya the
true creative spirit. That is what has been lost. You
have many creations but they are not benign and yet there are some
who have stayed with the good and these are helping on the earth.
But we need all the artistic expressors we can get. So
you keep on doing what you do best. It will be your natural
instinct to go along that line. So you are coming into your
own.
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But
you will have other parts to play if you want. You will still
have other people if you want who are on the spiritual pathway as
such. But we know that inwardly you just go on growing eternally
and so what is a pathway? It is a natural progression. But
people need a way of learning this so that this is why we come to
their aid in this capacity....
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If
you choose to go on helping people, when you wake up, then you will
see me and your twin while you work. So this will be wunderbar!
Ya you will know directly what we say, what we suggest even
though the communication may be silent. It is all developing
well. It is exciting...
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I
am always on call and I am ready before you ask because I know your
plans so I have got my list ready for my day`s work. Of course
I have other lists, I fit them in too. You will do the same
too. You will find you can do many things once you are wide
awake. You are not just partial in your activity then. You
will be through into no time and then you will say why did I worry?
Why did I wonder? Of course it is so natural.
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Because
you have taken one step after another properly over a long period
of time. It is easy. But for many who have just started
of course, if they think they can do it just like this, it is hard.
They cannot do it so suddenly. It creates dramas and
crises.
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But
you took it the proper way. No wonder we keep coming and
say will she do it today do you think? Let`s have a watch
over this today. All the time you are coming closer. So
you are doing very well.
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So
I must go and have my lunch, ya and I will return to be with you
after you leave these doors. Aufwiedersehen....
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Most
sessions Dr. K would chat for a quite a long time. It was
very natural, very uplifting, protective and supporting. I
am sure that he wants you all to know that he is there for each
and every one of you. We all need a Dr. Kruger in our lives!
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September
1998
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Well,
this is getting to be a nice meeting place. Now I am having
a long chat with you. Is this not a wunderbar time! What
else do you have to say?
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Jayne:
I
got myself in a pickle last week about my music. I have this
great yearning to do my music but I can`t at the moment.
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Ya
it is very similar to others who are growing awake and still want
to achieve in the most natural way while on the earth. But
you see you gave a promise to help certain ones in their inner life
to awaken. It was not a work you expected to do. It
was a work you were invited to do and you were not very sure at
first. Others were also not very sure and you all came together
before incarnating and talked away together. And we say we give
you long enough to make your minds up then we have to know because
the plan must be set in motion soon.
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There
was a time when you could not agree together and gradually you consider
that the good of the whole was more important than the good of the
individual. So you say okay I will put aside my own natural
development after a certain age in my final life and I will work
for the good of the all to get them through to a contact of the
spiritual life again. When I see it is going well, for those
I have chosen to help I will instruct another to carry on the work.
When I see that is going on right then I will pick up on
my route while you are still, ya, on the planet.
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So
you are still between two stools, ya. You want both ways.
Well, of course this is uncomfortable. So you have
to decide a little and a little just for a while, then suddenly
one of them will come uppermost. I would say it is your music,
your art. You have your own destiny to consider not just that
of the all. The time is coming up for that. You have
done tremendously of what was planned of you.....
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Jayne:
But
I am still very shy of sharing all with the world.
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May
I point out to you that shyness could be there for a purpose of
your soul. If you were very confident you would get carried
away into your artistic life and you would be eager to go and make
yourself known, before you had completed the other role. You
have had one role and the other side of you is natural. So
you are still completing the role but you are naturally an artist.
You will find when the role is complete the artist will flower.
There will not be a problem, because you do not feel shy
as a soul. You are becoming aware more and more as you become
soul, you are no longer shy, you are just happy to be...
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If
you are feeling anxious about your work, perhaps you made a promise
on a soul level for a higher purpose and you need to fulfil that
role first.
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It
makes you think.
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June
1998
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...Is
there anything before we begin that you wish to bring up - not your
dinner no!? Just the matters concerning patients.
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Jayne:
It
has been very quiet so no I can`t think of anyone.
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Ya,
but a lot is going on under the surface. We constantly visit
your patients. We keep our schedule, we keep our little charts.
We make notes and say we could do this or perhaps we could
prevail upon such and such and so on. But it is always valuable
to speak through you and I am very pleased that I now have another
excellent solar channel...
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Dr.
Kruger always helped me understand my patient`s problems on a very
practical level. He has a rare insight from above.
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June
1998
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....Well,
well, well, I am here. I have arrived. If you would
like a little chat I will make myself comfortable. Now then.
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Jayne:
I was just curious about the ascension and about how many
other people are going through this too.
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Ya,
ya now it is beginning to show up. All you hidden ones are
beginning to step forth and be recognised by one another gradually.
When you consider how quickly you have changed your outlook
and deepened over the last year or so. You will see how this
happens more in the next year or so. It does not need to take
too long. We all are saying the sooner the better. Much
suffering can be avoided if we can hasten the day. So I thank
you for your question. There is more?
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Jayne: I
was just curious if I would meet any more.
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Well
of course it is all planned and where you are meant to meet, there
they are. It is not necessary to try too hard. Just
to let things happen. God is in charge. And the more
you awake the more you know this, and say ah well, He can handle
this.
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I
have been asked some enormous questions lately and I have put on
my thinking cap to be here in your modern day, and check how things
are so you understand my answer. So it is quite intensive
work while I am answering but I do enjoy it and although for a long
time there are no answers given, there are now. So I am pleased
to be one of those to be supplying answers. After all, there is
often a little of the child in us and it is the child that says
why? Why, why all the time. It is the desire to know,
that develops the desire to learn. And there is always more
so it is not wrong to wonder and question.
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I
worry about those who do not bother to think about these matters
for themselves but just accept. And think whatever they come
across must be right. Some are very prone to do this. What
they read must be true.
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What
they hear must be true. If it is spoken with authority that
must be true. It is not necessarily so, like your song says!
So you understand me. So to use that discernment that
you have developed. Always you have to check it with your
own feelings, your own innate spirit. Ya.
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Well
I`ve got off lightly today!
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Dr.
Kruger was always full of surprises. I wasn`t ever sure what
he would say next or what subject he would talk about.
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May
1998
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Well,
well, well, well, I was there it was my coat tails. Good afternoon
young lady. Well Jayne, what have you got for me today. Do
you have any questions?
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Jayne: I`ve
gone blank.
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Well
I think it is my turn to have a little talk. If you have a
blank then somebody has to speak up, ya. So I will sit down
and shall make myself comfortable. What subject would you
like?..
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Jayne:
I
know, all the young people I met on Monday at a Green Fair.
Do you think they are people who would be interested in our
work?
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I
have been looking over your shoulder and mingling with the crowd,
ya. I have noted several who are very appropriate to train
up to become wise young men and woman of the new age as they call
it. I would very much like for us to have some connections
to help them through a difficult stage because not only are they
in their own development going through a lot, but they are also
having to put up with the global changes that affect us all. Ya,
even me. I am here you know a lot and I feel the repercussions
just as you do. I report them to the higher so they know how
the human is feeling, ya.
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So
I would say this is a wunderbar chance to bring about a great deal
of help for the younger generation of souls who have incarnated
with a purpose and although that purpose is beginning to be grasped
there is a depth to it that they have not reached yet. So
we would like to bring them on. Ya, so you see young lady,
you are going to move on and just a few of these younger people
will come in at first, maybe more later. Some by your what
you call your telephone or perhaps on your new fangled net. So
it is going to be a useful opportunity for you thus. I hope
we will be able to follow this through. Ya. I am pleased
you asked.
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So
now we have a subject matter, about the younger generation. Some
of these young people came with a very clear idea they were entering
time near the end of a civilisation which had only learnt to struggle
forward on what you call profiting out of each other. This in truth
was no profit, for if you are taking money from another you are
demeaning the exchange so we are seeking to introduce a better way
of going forward. Of course, such changes take a long while
to sink in with what you call your obdurate human nature. But
we are very persistent.
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And
so with the young ones with new ideas, some of whom will find places
of influence in the world. We have a good opportunity to persuade
others how to go forward in a better way.
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There
is the difficulty for the older people who have only known working
for profit as a way of livelihood. There are other ways that
are equally practical. It is just your human race has not
been willing to try. So now we have a whole generation of
young souls who are being influenced by the Aquarian principles
under which they have embodied.
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This
principle says to share and care. This is the principle of
the Maitreya, the Christ. So there are many who are already
aware that this should be so, even amongst older generations in
the physical sense.
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So
these elders should help the young ones to consolidate these ideas
by fostering them forward. By encouraging them to think it
through and present their ideas in a down to earth manner so that
others say well that does make sense, ya.
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If
they are too up in the sky, talking about us nothing will get done.
This is the time for us, spirit, to work through you on the
earth. So we have to bring it down to the earthly level of
comprehension.
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I
hope this will give you some food for thought. I would say
I am speaking to quite a few. There are little boys and girls
waiting to come to birth, gradually going into the cradle on the
astral to come forth as new babies on your earth. So I am
helping them to absorb the idea I am giving before they come. So
it is innate. I hope somehow by meeting with those like yourself
perhaps in their own families sometimes they will have the chance
to bring the ideas forward for the betterment of mankind.
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We
never sleep you know, we are always working for the betterment of
the race. When we have enough listening ears then we shall
see something....
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It
was also becoming very obvious that Dr. Kruger had other aspects
from his soul to reveal yet until I was ready to accept this, he
would not tell me. Gradually he told us he was Marcus Aurelius,
the Roman Emperor and philosopher.
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September
1998
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Well,
well, well. It is I. Now you can feel how things are
changing. I am coming on a new level. I am reaching
you more deeply and I shall gradually lose this accent permanently
when I am talking to you in your mind. You and I have much
work to do. But not as a healer and a doctor. I have
much teaching to give but through your natural self. As I
share my discoveries and you take them to heart they will become
all your own. You will begin to work differently. You
will have much to say that is wise and well informed.
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You
will be living as a spirit who is wide awake and can handle these
matters from a high place. So I am talking to you in the high
place and you are spiralling up every so often and listening and
responding. Then down you come and incorporate what you have
heard and accepted and make it your own as I`ve said, and there
you are as the philosopher. This is why our friends who are
philosophers have all come to help. I want you to feel comfortable
in their company. We are not going to burden you with what
you call heavy weight thinking, no they are more concerned to bring
out your innate knowing of life. Ya
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So
this is the plan. This is what we are after. To help
you bring forth the different things of value and to share them
in your own way with your own individuality stamped upon them. So
that you get full recognition for the work put in. And for
the stature of your understanding. You wait and see if I am
not right. You are not just an artist you know. Well
if you were you would get bored. You need something else to
feed the gifts.
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Also
you know I love to play the violin when I was with my daughter and
my dear wife in Vienna. So you can imagine me standing by
the side of you when you are playing the piano. Classics mind
you, I do not like this modern stuff. No, but the music where
there is the melody from the heart. I am very fond of this.
I was not quite so struck by the Strauss brothers -very good,
but they did not move me like the Russian Rachmaninoff. They
did not give me the insight through the sound that the Russian composer
did. I was most grateful when I found him here and I shake
his hand. Well, wunderbar, our hands met in the shake, ya.
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I
was as solid to him as he to me and we got on very nicely thank
you. So you don`t know what might lay ahead. You might
meet some of these you have found as your favourite inspirers. Ya,
so you think of this.
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I
am in different position this morning ya. Well I need this
for the moment. I am getting my bearings. I am putting
down my findings and I am gradually ascending to the peak of the
spiral to talk to you as Aurelius. So another name with an
'A`, so you think of this. This is the sign of new beginnings.
A new level of activity too...
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If
you have an opportunity to climb a little on your own I can speak
to you in your mind as the philosopher. I bring you wisdom
to the doorstep of your mind.
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God
bless you.
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Jayne:
Thank
you
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As
Dr. Kruger began to speak as Aurelius he lost his accent and became
more well spoken. (See Chapter Ten).
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